In my life I have been given the opportunity to live, love, and laugh exactly how I wanted to. Although, there have been many moments I was not sure if all of those things were going to happen at the same time.

I have been given the chance to “feel” my heart finally open, let go, forgive, and move forward. The biggest hurdle???? MYSELF!!!! We truly are our own worst critic, and when we believe our little “voices” inside our heads for too long they can actually turn in to reality.

Even though I thought I was grounded, aligned and speaking my truth, there was a HUGE piece missing. . .
SELF LOVE, or as some refer to it. . . UNCONDITIONAL LOVE. One of the 4 cards I get to keep forever after having my Numerology done almost a year ago: MARY MAGDALENE = UNCONDITIONAL LOVE. “Love yourself, others, and every situation – no matter what the outward appearances may be.” Second card of 4: I LISTEN WITH LOVE TO MY BODY’S MESSAGES = SELF LOVE. “My body is always working toward optimum health. My body wants to be whole and healthy. I cooperate and become healthy, whole and complete.” Third card of 4: CHIMPANZEE = THE UNEXPECTED AND INCREDIBLE BELONG TO THIS WORLD. ONLY THEN IS LIFE MADE WHOLE. “Use both your intuition and your intellect to solve the problem or get answers to your questions.” Card 4 of 4: BLESSINGS! “You are being showered with light. Your creativity is being stirred, activated, set alight! An endless stream of rainbow colour stems from your heart.”

Need I say more????
Probably not but I will. . .
I finally allowed the last and final wall to come down. All this time I thought I was, but the reality is, I was still protecting from past pain, past heart break, past memories, past emotions, feelings, stories, and the worst part was I had no idea I was still keeping that wall as my security blanket. The light bulb went on, LITERALLY, then it all made perfect sense. Finally I did something! I TRULY started to believe deep down in my heart that I am destined to do great things, but the thing of that whole statement is that I had to and continue to have to believe that I have already done some truly beautiful and great things. Seriously I have. And that I will continue to do these things I am destined to do. And once that actually sank in I felt my insides, I felt my soul light up even more, I felt my heart!!!! My heart!!!! Shhh. It’s true! Felt it. And then guess what happened???? HAPPINESS, LIFE, LAUGHTER and LOVE. I was able to give love, but most of all I was finally able to receive love, accept love, and I knew I deserved to be loved.

So, our positive affirmation for this beautiful day is:
HAPPINESS IS NOT A MATTER OF HAVING ALL THE ANSWERS, BUT OF LISTENING CLOSELY TO THE QUESTIONS OF THE HEART.